Well today was the third day of clinicals about 16 more to go... which isnt bad, if they were going well...this experience of work base learning-healthcares has been great until TODAY! and it is supposed to get harder!! SPECFREAKINTACULAR!!! =/ I have really proved that i cant work with the elderely, i dont have patients for them (Even though i try), i think that they should take care of themselves(feed themselves, shower themselves, go to the bathroom etc.) i can understand helping them but not them not doing anything!! Then they yell at you when it isnt there way or it isnt fast enough REALLY!?!? (frusterating and discusting!)
So today has been very challenging hard difficult and gave me a different view on my life. So i know that i deffinately cant work with older people, so hopefully this will be my last experience that i have to. and i will get to babys and expecting mothers soon! or i might have to go though a career change.
Right now i need guidance on the big decision i have ahead. Encouragement that i can make it through the difficult times, and it does get alittle easier. Prayer..etc. just overall help. I try to get this through my head myself it just doesnt work very well!! =(((
So please pray for me during this hard journey i have ahead. thanks
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