MY SISTER!!

So in the last few weeks, i have been really busy with school and just life!! But that is know excuse. I feel like a HORRIBLE little sister. My big sis is ALWAYS there for me and tells me what i need to hear even if is hard to handle. So yes there has been alot going on in my life and i just kinda blocked her out, because i didnt want to hear the truth and what she has been telling me since March. She keeps telling me to move on no matter how hard it is and if it is meant to be it will come back to me better than before. So finally after all this time i am starting to let go... and guess what it is still hanging on. I have cut my tight strings, to be ready for the worst, but yet it still wants me, for who i am. And now i know that i need to listen to my sister from the beginning no matter how hard it is, because she is "older and wiser" and is only trying to make my life the best for me so i dnt have to go though hard times if possible. So this time i took that hard rough path, and learned my lesson. So i just want to thank my sister for EVERYTHING she doesnt for me!! I LOVE HER TO DEATH!! So i feel bad that i blocked her out for awhile and feel like a horrible sister or person in general. So im so happy because on this Thanksgiving vacation i am going to be able to spend ALOT of quality sisterly bonding time with her, and cant wait because we ALWAYS have a blast!!